Sorry for the downbeat attitude. I’ve been in on my own all day, I know it’s my fault. Yes, on Friday I handed in my notice to my employer. They took it as well the bastards, didn’t try to talk me out of it. Well, it’s there loss. They just kept on piling on work, every day giving me something new to do. By the time I handed in my notice, my duties were across two departments and covered 3 people’s jobs.

So I thought, “fuck that, I’m not chasing my tail every day trying to get everything done”. So yes I’m at home for the present. However, the positive spin on this will be that I have more time to check my messages, and look for some sexy companionship.

I just need to be inspired. At the moment obviously, I’m somewhat pissed off. You couldn’t tell, could you?

In an attempt to cheer myself up and hopefully a whole load of other people who don’t like Monday’s either, I have come up with an idea. Why don’t we get together and have drinks!

I really need a night to relax, and let my hair down. Maybe have an orgasm or two... do you think you are up to it? Send me a message.

I go round to her house regularly. Trying all the womanly gestures and wearing low buttoned clothing in an attempt to arouse him, to make him look at me just once with desire. Yes I have always been a very sexual person, but not to the extent of being promiscuous, least not until now.

No matter how many times I call round to her house with skirts getting ever shorter, blouses opened wider. He just doesnt seem to notice me. Oh no, the last line sounded like lyrics from a song.

I think this behaviour is normal for a girl with desires and emotions.

I think im going to check my messages, and see if I have better luck online. If you are reading this you should contact me, and see if it goes anywhere.